WHAT, WHAT, WHAT !!

Man, so I had a real personal talk with my aunty, I got to an understanding, that I really have a lot to think about, and to change in my life, I need to start being serious, its so complicated and hard though, specially when your so dedicated to something you love so much but you know its not good for you, and you know you need to leave it alone but you can't, damn what to do? And how to stop from being so close to it, when thats what you been doing. But I guess in the end it will be worth it, but damn for right now thats all I know, and want. What to do, what to do?