KIM KARDASHIAN

Now this is one cute ass dress, I was surfing the net and this came out, and I had to comment about it! Its beautiful isn't it!? I would wear this out off tops! Nobody couldn't tell me nothing! Lol I would wear those shoes too, open toe and everything, I got to give it to Kim, she can dress her little ass off, go on girl! I'm really a Kim Kardashian fan, I love her taste in clothes, men lol, and how she loves being around her family, she can be a bit snobby to but who isn't when they get a little money! I would have to rate this a 5 star dress kim!!

KHLOE AND LAMAR HMMM.

So I really think they will be divorcing pretty soon, I'll give it about another year or so. For one, they got married after a couple months or whatever, that is just ridiculus! You don't even know this guy fully, I bet she didn't even meet ALL his family yet either. I swear celebritys just do things because they could, or because of money. I wouldn't say that they're the cutest couple either, I like Khloe no doubt, but Lamar? HELL NO. Not my type at all. I wouldn't give him the time of day, with money, or without it. My type of couple is Kim Kardashian and Reggie Bush[he's so fine!] Now thats my kind of taste! I honestly really like Khloe though, she speaks her mind, doesn't care what anybody thinks, something kind of like me =]. But I think she could of did better with picking her mate, specially somebody she is going to be with the rest of her life! Lol okay i'm done talking about people. Good luck Khloe, I wish for the best! ::side eye:: haha.

A NEW yEAR.

So wow 2010!! I can't believe we made it this far!! This is bananas!! But i'm thankful to be alive another year, it is truley a blessing! To still be around my friends and family, and living a good life is really a blessing. So my goals for the new year? hmmm, I've already accomplished most of them but I would have to say to just better myself and to keep doing better, and to CALM my temper down a notch, I can be really really evil, and I need to stop that, but other than that i'm good, hope your doing good as well, and hope you accomplish all your goals for 2010!!!
I just wake up everyday and thank Jehovah God that i'm still here, and for having to be able to breathe! well hope everybody doesn't do too much on NEW YEARS, be safe, and be thankful. Laterzzzz yoo.

NiKOS SWEETEST KISSES.

Ever since our first kiss


I've been floating on a cloud of sweet bliss


Your soft touch, such a work of art


Man what are you doing to me?


Theres a crazy feeling in my heart


The way your tongue moves across mine so gentle


Gosh the way this feels can make me go mentle


The tender kisses that touch every part of my skin


Lord i'm sorry, but i'm about to commite a sin.

My SWEET THOUGHT.

So i'm up late with my boyfriend niko, while he's playing the game, i'm sitting here thinking about our relationship, we've been together for 3 years starting Jan. 14. And honestly I have to admit that even though we been through a lot these past couple of years, I wouldn't want to be with nobody else, he's all I need, and care about, he's become apart of my life now, and I don't care what ANYBODY has against us being together, or what anybody has to say, i'm not going nowhere, and neither is he. He's my other half. Yes, he does get on my nerves half the time lol but I wouldn't trade my tooka butt[his nickname frm me]for nobody else in the world, I've really found my soulmate, my heart, my pride and joy. Me and him have grown and experienced things together that I haven't done with nobody else. He's kind of something close to PERFECT. My tooka butt, he might not know, but I really love this guy, he might not see, but I would give hime the world if he would let me, he might think otherwise, but I'm going to stick by his side til death do us part. Yes, we are from two different coultures[he's tongan] but all of that doesn't matter to me, whatever we decide on that we think is right for us, I will be behind it forever. Just by looking at him, in his eyes, I know he loves me, trust me its there. The way he's so overprotective of me, oh yeah its there. There has been a lot of females that TRY to get in between us, but they just can't brak this bond, I have nothing to worry about when it comes down to these girls trying to come inbetween us. I love him, and he loves me, and thats just the end of the story.
Get it? Got it? Great. Now deal with it. hmm just a thought lol. Nite bloggers, I got MAJOR cuddling to do tonight hahaha LATA!

WORST XMAS EVER.

So this xmas I'm not happy at all!!
My dad will not be with the family, which really makes me feel empty! I really wish he could be here, but he can't. Yeah presents are cool and all but the best gift I could get right now, is if my dad walked through my house front door smiling at me, but I know that that's not going to happen, so UNTIL THEN I HATE XMAS THIS YEAR. Hope everybody elses christmas is good, i'm not a hater so I wouldn't ruin your xmas just cause mine is ruined!

Well atleast I won't be all that bored, and alone =[ I'm going to the movies with a friend to go see Avatar. Hopefully the movie is good and my company is koo. Well i'm about to roll out with my big sissy. Later bloggers!! Be safe!!

YOU KNOW DIS.

I love him.





He loves me.






End of story. =]

POISON

[Beyonce]
You’re bad for me I clearly get it
I don’t see how something good could come from loving you
The death of me must be your mission
Cause with every hug and kiss you’re snatching every bit of strength
That I’m gon need to fight off the inevitable
And it’s a heart breaking situation I’m up in, but I can’t control

Chorus
You’re just like poison
Slowly moving through my system
Breaking all of my defenses with time
You’re just like poison and I just don’t get it
How can something so deadly feel so right?
I’m not sure of what to do it’s a catch 22
cause the cure is found in you I don’t want it but I do
You’re just like poison
My affliction, I’m addicted, I can't lie
Kiss me one more time before I die

Verse 2
You aint right take me high
Then that high it subsides
And my body flat lines
Then you come to revive
Wait wait wait I’m alive
But how long will it last
Will it all come crashing down?
How many doses am I needing now?
What’s the prognosis will you be around?
Or am I just another victim of an assassin that broke my heart down


Chorus
Baby you’re just like poison
Slowly moving through my system
Breaking all of my defenses with time
You’re just like poison
And I just don’t get it
How can something so deadly
Feel so right
I’m not sure of what to do
It’s a catch 22
Cause the cure is found in you
I don’t want it but I do
You’re just like poison
My affliction, I’m addicted, I cant lie
Kiss me one more time before I die

Bridge
It’s just not my body (No)
It’s my mind, you don’t know
How many times I told myself
This can't do (can't do)
And that I don’t need you (No I don’t need you, no)
It’s so unfair that I find myself right back in your care
And what’s good is that when you’re not always there
You know that for my health (my health)
You’re just like poison (whoa whoa whoa) x2

Chorus
you’re just like poison
Slowly moving through my system
Breaking all of my defenses with time
You’re just like poison
And I just don’t get it
How can something so deadly
Feel so right
I’m not sure of what to do
It’s a catch 22
Cause the cure is found in you
I don’t want it but I do
You’re just like poison
My affliction, I’m addicted, I can't lie
Baby Kiss me one more time (repeat chorus)





I have to say I truly love this song! This is my new song i'm feelin from 2009!
And once again the baddest bitch in the game made another hit! BEYONCE KNOWLES, I must say for those who didn't know. She is one of the best songwriters I know. Would love to work with her someday. Sing it girl, SANG it!! Beautiful just beautiful. Lol.

POOR BRITTANY.

Damn I woke up this morning, checked twitter, and found out that BRITTANY MURPHY has died today from cardiac arrest. You might know her from the movie "Clueless" as Tai, or other movies such as, "8 mile", "Don't Say A word". This is like a big shock to me, she like died out of no where. I use to absolutely love her when I was young! She was so goofy, but knew how to act her ass off in different roles! My heart goes out to her family, and husband. I know how that feels to loose someone your close to, and who you love very much. I just don't understand how someone with a big heart could die, like what really happened. This just made me realize people don't thank Jehovah enough for what he has givin' to us on earth, like think about it, he gave us eye sight (color), air to breathe, legs and arms to walk and to pick up things, and these are just the LITTLE things we take advantage of. Hope you can look at this as a wake up call and start appreciating EARTH and how god made each and everyone of us for a special purpose, and don't take him for granted, be thankful for the little things in life yall.

NOT A POEM. JUST A THOUGHT.

Looking out the window, looking at the fog, clouds, and the mist.
I never thought something that sounds so ugly, could be so pretty? Does that even makes since? The leaves have fallen off the trees, and the concrete is covered with water. But it still kills me how the outside of my window can look so peaceful, and yet so beautiful. This weather is so cold, but yet so soothing. I actually wouldn't trade this weather for anything at this point. Sitting by the fire wit your family, or reading a book, watching a good movie, maybe eating a good meal, doesn't that sound peaceful and comforting? It does to me. When I come to think about it, up in the mountains its probably snowing. What is it about winter that makes you feel good? Ask me that question and I would have a lot to say. This weather is actually one of the best times I love to write, it inspires me, don't ask why! It just does.

IMA SURVIVOR. I'M NOT GON GIVE UP.

"When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them."
— Marilyn Monroe

I so agree with this quote. It basically explains itself, and thats basically how I think about anyone, I don't care what they think of me, never did actually. Growing up I NEVER cared what anybody thought about me, or what I do. I just kept doing me, and I will CONTINUE to do me, no one can stop me. I like to call myself a "survivor".

survivor [səˈvaɪvə]
n
1. a person or thing that survives

There was a lot of times where friends, or even family members tried to bring me down, or tried to make me feel a certain way, but all the negativity never stopped ME from doing ME. Some times you have to just let things go, and always forgive the enemies, they can't help it that they're how they are, just ignore it and keep moving foward, its not even worth the stress, specially if everything for you is going good, don't even trip lil baby! Like I said before, keep doing you, and don't stop for nobody!!
Hope this will inspire those who go through hard times and feel like they don't know what to do, even those who hate me take my advice i'm still here for you =] I'm always there to forgive, and to give POSITIVE advice =].

OH MOTHER. My CREATOR.

Oh mother, my creator,
You don't know how much I appreciate you,
You have given me life, and given me guidance,
Love is not the only word to describe how I feel about you,
The first flesh I felt,
The first eyes I seen,
The first voice heard,
My heart belongs to you,
No other can take my creators place,
We've had this bond since I was discovered,
We will never be seperated no matter where we are,
The only one who knows, and understands me fully,
No matter what we go through,
You will always be there for me,
And will forever have my back,
your love is unconditional,
I will always and forever be your first born daughter Mika.

LIFE WITHOUT DADDY.

Thinking about the number one man in my life, my dad.

Dad has done a crime, so now he's doing the time.

I just wish we could go back to the day you left,

If I would have known what I know today,

I would have stopped you dead in your tracks and begged you not to go.

I would have cryed my heart out to stop you,

And tell you what your going to do isn't worth it,

It isn't worth leaving your family alone,

Without your strong, firm hand there will always be that absence there.

Now that your gone I have come to realize that,

The reason it hurts so much to seperate is because are souls are connected.

We need you back here daddy,

But your only human,

And humans make mistakes,

Why do we do things that we know are bad for us?

A question nobody can give a good answer to.

"It's true we don't know what we've got until its gone, but we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. "

THEE BESTyy.

Okay so like I have a best friend, her name is Je'anna or she goes by thee name of "MAGIK" lol. We met in junior high school, because this bitch always asked to copy my homework! But ever since then we clicked, I really consider her like a sister, since I don't really do friends, to me, friends are just people you associate with when the time is right, they always turn on you, they can NEVER be trusted! But this young lady right here is family, I got to say that the girl is DOPE, shes my ride or die, yess we've had our ups and downs, little arguments here and there but something always brought us back together, we're stuck like glue! She got my back, just like I got hers. I would have to say that were very much alike, we like the same things, do the same things, and think the same things. Kind of got a twin thing going on =] But to let the world know, shes the best and I wouldn't trade her for the world [insider]

Just thought I would tell a little about my entourage a little bit, so you bloggers could get to know me more, and who i'm around most of thee time.

THEE KIDS FROM HELL.

Okay, so like I have a little brother who is 5, going on 15! Lol but i wouldn't trade him for anything in the world! But damn little boys can be such a HAND FULL! I have 2 nephews also, and when the 3 of them get together, they do DAMAGE I must say. But I love them more than anything! I also have 1 neice, who I adore soo much, she is so sweet, but can you believe she cops an attitude at thee age of 1? Lol like whats really going on in the world? haha but I still love her! I feel bad for her though because she has no other girls to play with only her cousins, and uncle, which are all BOYS! So she's becoming this little tomboy, I must say, like she will pick up a boy toy over a barbie now? wtf? haha. When they all are together, it is totally CHAOS. And they're the reason I don't want kids! well atleast not anytime soon =]

MY OTHER HALF.

Your like the lyrics to my song, the beat of my heart, the icing to my cake, we interwine like two peas in a pod, attached at the hips. Nothing can come between this bond we have, they can try but will NEVER succeed. The love we have for eachother will always keep us together. Nothing absolutely nothing can come between us. We're in this together, its me and you against the world baby! Your the reason i'm always happy, and I keep a smile on my face, its because of this man! He's like no other, he's everything I've ever wanted, something close to PERRFECT. When i'm with you it feels like i'm on top of the clouds Love You Falaniko Isaac Pasina. !